im free ^^

2007-05-01T22:29:00.000+08:00

ok now im sorta free from the past ^^.
finally after 1 year of hanging on without hope im FREE!!
lols.
well just sent her an e-mail asking to be just frens
only without the likeing part involved waiting for reply.
im mapling again xbowman now lvl 29
xartemis93x
had a lvl 42 bandit stop playing that
exam time loh
tmr chinese
for all those who know me u know what it means
the fking principle make the exam period longer
can next week end dun wan make monday end
zzz
slap him until he change color with his neighbour
my room was redone
2 bunker beds 2 coms one for me one for bro
hehe mine faster and better for gaming
i wan save money buy ram card damn ex
in class its the best place a guy cld sit right at the back in the corner
best!
eng exam i fold paper aeroplane then look arnd
my fren folo then he wan play he also fold then teacher scold him
lucky i crush mine ^^
k cya i go mug chinese words...

2007-04-25T08:05:00.000+08:00

sian lars... now in school at com lab during home econs lesson. we finished the things liao so we laxing. exams coming 30th april eng paper then end on 15 may. i seriously got nth to post unlike my brother who post juat abt anything every day i think.. wonder how he does it. currently im damn bored life still boring dun wanna post much abt my life. cause it sucks and i dun wan it to influence u so i wont post it thus not influencing ur life and disrupting it so there my reason for not posting much.. june holi then i post quite abit

2007-03-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

Life..
hmm nth much to post my life is damn booooring
well anw for the past few days i've been sick
the usaual flu package
it includes
wonderful headaches
itching throat
blocked nose
and muscle aches!
how wonderful
it may seem like im avioding geog cox i dun cme to school when there is!!
well i was wondering wheter i made the right choice by joining ncc
mabe i should have joined volleyball eh?
the people in my platoon SUX (pls note capital letters)

Stress..
damn is like a neverending stream of stress
it just keeps coming each time more overwhelming then the last
one day nv come then damn suay lor
zzz monday nv go school
then on monday got these freaking subject teachers
who choose to give work and complete in alot in school
and bring home the rest
NUGGET!all sub got hmwrk
maths, geog, chi, sci, eng
then i dun wan do.. maths i dunoe what the teacher talking abt
then geog.. no nid to further emphasize

Mem0ries..
i'll only post if there is another piece of my past i rmb
..was just going through my files.
then i found one file i had not touched..
ever since she left.
then memories of the past flooded into my head
rmbed how the letters got to me
i found the first anime drawing i ever attempted with her
lols.. just a head
then i still kept every single letter she sent to me
however significant or insignificant it was i kept it
posting a phrase from one of them..
walking don the lane
of memories. picking up
the memories as i walk
down... I did lyk 2 to put
them all back 2 one
piece with u...

Jux u & mi

lols..i wished and hoped after she left
that this would be fulfiled..
to this day im still waiting
even though if i had to wait forever
i'll do what it takes just to be with you

even as i view through the letters
pangs of guilt and sorrow overwhelm me
but at the same time..
i still have the joyful memories and pride
of just simply being with you..
and that eases the burden
to other people yor drawings maybe
simply a piece of paper with drawings on it
but to me they are precious pieces of art
which play an important part in my life and my character

2007-03-09T17:51:00.000+08:00

life..
stress..
mem0ries..

life..~
lols now im posting again
so yea i got it 2e1 jumped from the 3 to the first
because of ? ?
science a1
english b3
literature a1
but!
chinese f9
math d7
=.= sian
now for sec 2 my
sci ca is 86.3 first in whole lv..
sweet

Stress..
haha
fked up now..
recently i have got alot of work to do
5 newspaper summary
21 pages geog
2 peices art work
eng compre
chi compo
today is fri
ltr got morning run
then at 3 30 got ncc till 6
at 6 counsillor duty(meet the parents sec 1)
till 8 45
reach home pack bag
for camp
on sat 8 o'clock camp
till mon 8 o'clock
thn 8 change to school uni
then service learning proj
from 8 till 1
how the fk am i gona do my work?
lols

Mem0ries..
recently..
been thinkin quite abit
cursing myself for my foolishness
my stupidity,
and
myself...
saw her a few days ago
she had the same look
hah... always that look
lols..
i miss her..
even though she left me
if you see this.. please..
i beg you..
forgive me
you said its too late..
it been so long
life is next to crap
without you
if hugs was leaves
i'd gif you a rain tree

if kisses was water
i'd gif you the ocean

if love was time
i'd gif you eternity
missing you with every
second of my life.

every particle of my soul and body
yearns to be with you.
without you.. i might as well be dead
life has a defination
but with you
life has a meaning..
i still love you
please
i want to be with you
even as the sands of time claims us
i will still find you and be with you
for that is all i want

2007-01-14T18:37:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHH LONG TIME NO POST LIAO!!!!!
sad lol so anw
had ncc
lastweek wed thurs fri
this week mon tues wed thurs fri sat
zzz so tired lor
anw made alot junio frens and 2 new meis
lol
sigh but one always sad sad ones luhs
while the other is cheerful most of e time
but like to talk to guys
now tired tired tired
tmr still neda go school..
somemore no pds badge WAHLAO
my uniform so light only one badge
striving to do better thie year though
met someone wonderful xD
sigh.. its 81% complete lers..
almost done haha but its movin slowy cause it needs too
zzz
i look weird in pics leh look so serious
FOR WHAT??
damn loads of hmwrk to complete
need to do well this year guys help me!!!!
cheerup luhs i help you if yu need it
if you ask it will come if you don't it won't

2007-01-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

wahwahwah
i really nv post leh
really really really nv post
sih the sec ones ar...
aiya look so immature =x some only xD
schools norm lar
but i definately wanna do very well this yea
very well
duper well well well
well my life is boring
boring boring boring
argggg
anw i shouted alot for the orientation and ncc
my throat is in pain

2006-12-21T10:19:00.000+08:00

lol it's been a long time since i last posted
due to a bad mood i could not really think
on the 13th of dec went to watch eragon!!! nice nia
but veri short lol
but this made me wanna blog
NIGHT AT THE MUSEAM WAS DAMN SHIOK!!!!!!!
LOL really if u guys hav time you shld watch it i wen there wif my cousins
and ytd i got an addidas bag frm my aunt!!! so kind lol
hmm wd next oh yea today goin to snow city and iceskating lol bye!!

2006-12-11T18:33:00.000+08:00

yoz all XD
haha
...
chirstmas is comin!!!!!!!!!
weee~
woohoo!!!
lol went to sim lim squre uz now
went to get com fixed
got a 1 gb thumdrive lol
nth much to post nia bored
now reding books by
Anthorny Horowitz
Eagle Strike

i finished reading
Storm Breaker
Point Blanc
Skeleton Key
and reading
Eagle Strike
other books by him
Scorpia
Ark Angel
lol i helping him advertise
shouldnt he pay mi ??
lol sigh now so bored read or maple?? i think maple
lv 40 le gone 41 XD
kk i go maple le...

2006-12-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

HI IM SIAN!!!!
NTH TO DO AT ALL!!!!!!!!
sigh soo bored
bored
sian
bored sian
no online now bored sian
sian

argh ...
....
...
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.
-___-
JUZ SO SIAN!!!
#$@%

BYE!!!

2006-11-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

lol mi bak frm camp XD
the camp site was located at changi
oo scary -__-
wanted to go och =old changi hospital
oo scary again -__-
but cld not lol becox
i cld not find the entrace =X
sad huh
the camp was oso located in frnt of the beach
nice view veri nice to bad no pic
they where 2 bungalow one for guys and one for gals
but there were too many guys so i stayed at the gals one =X
but wif 4 other guys
lol had a smashing time XD

it was damn cool we like had a room
wif our own toilet XD and a door leading out
the sence frm the window was creepy
the view was of old changi hospital O.O

so we like made the room damn cosy lol
we brought a sofa frm outside and made our own head quarters lol
sweet sia
lol den we chated until 12+ den we slp
until 2 den we had supper n listened to music lol
in the morn we found out all the
gals took all the cup noodles and hid it in their room
-__- so lame
den now we hav to eat cereal...

so any way had alot of fun played polar bear and other games
lol when playing polar bear mi and able were like the ones hu
found the polar bears lol
on the last day we did not slp lol
juz kept playing and playing...
yea tts my camp though got other stuff XD

*yawn* so tired

2006-11-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

sigh... i wanted to stay home and play lv 72 cheif bandit...
wif 2x exp frm 6 to 11..
sad larhx
suddenly go to vivo city den i no mood neba do anything there
juz walk.
den we go ikea hav dinner
sigh den look arnd
and arnd
den saw sum comfy beds
laid down to slp a little
comfy XD

so sad
i hunted green sonata, red anakarune,
cromi,green napolean,orange circlet
now 82% wif 1 mil oni sigh stuff so ex

i veri tired i go slp le nite *yawn*

2006-11-22T12:45:00.000+08:00

woot now i got mi self a comp in mi own room!
XD
this is great!!!!
now i can play comp in room at night and no one noe!!!
well except my bro...
but anw its great!!!

on sat my family went to a wedding!!
my uncle ying is getting married to ek!!!
auntie ek is korean frm seol!!! lol
CONGRATS TO DEM!!!!
isnt tt nice?

but the food sux... was veri dissapointed cox it was in sentosa
so reli sentosa means so expansive nothing to see actually
lol the food there served was s l o w XD
it was like 30 min one dish -__-

den the next day sunday after tennis i ent to my great gran mum bday
... restaurant again
this time serve too fast... den i too full
... cannot fast nor slow muz be juz nice

den next day nth but i over heard my mum tt on wed hav again =X

2006-11-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

A - Age you first believed in love?- huh i tot love no nid believe one?
B - Band listening to right now?- dun hav
C - Dream Car- this one XD
D - Dad's name?- Stanley
E - Easiest person to make u laugh?- eh... i4got when was the last time i laughed
F - Food you miss most?- food i cant hav...
G - Any encounters with ghosts?- nope though i think meeting one will be a pleasent surprise
I- Interesting unknown fact about you?-... u wanna noe mi tok to mi in msn precesion_elite@msn.com
J- just tell me who's the last person whom you talked to.- jeremiah chan mi couz
K - Kissing with eyes open or closed?- nvr done that before... i think its looks strange opening ur eyes and kissing... strange rite??
L - Last time you did fight?- today... ytd, tml
Q - Quote what you heard for the last two minutes?- i cant tell its in chinses =X
R - Remember the last time you cried?- juz now... i got a comp in my room TvT tears of joy XD
S - Song you sang last?- skool song and national anthem
T - Time you woke up?- which one? i took alot of naps today..
U - Use love in a sentence.- check LOVE in a dictionary..
V - Vegetable you hate most?- brinjaw ... gime the higebejibes
W - What are you most afraid of?- GOD
X - X-rated love?-pervert.... liddat oso wan ask for goodness sake children hav acess to this blog!!! omg!
Y - Year you were born?- 1993
Z - Zodiac sign?- rooster..

2006-11-16T14:07:00.000+08:00

Damn feeling so depressed now...
i tot i hated her told ppl i hated her...
but still i miss her?
wads happening?? hav i gone insane?
a few days back
memories of tt year flashed past my mind..
most of it were of her
her sweet face, the things she did,the stuff she taught
wad i am now i owe it to her
but she left mi over sumthing which she loved more
i try laying false memories but its useless...

i reli miss her, alot
im so damn sry for not being there wif u
im so damn sry for not looking after u more
im so damn sry for not doin well and being in the same skool as u are in
im so damn sry for making u feel sad the last time
im so damn sry for everything...
although i dun think u will read this blog,
i still post this to show i still miss u badly

and a lesson to all tt hav bgr
stay wif whom u like
make tt person happy
be wif tt person through thick and thin
protect tt person wif ur life
cherish tt person
nv let dem go

for mi.. its too late
I WAS A JERK
and im gona stop being one... sry for every thing and thnx for everything...

2006-11-08T00:39:00.000+08:00

lol beri nong nime neba post loh
now mapling beri busy
bandit lv 37 oni wah lao
so slow sigh
im goin to a shootin competition
i dun reli tag becox not much ppl see one
so boring all about mi oni
sigh
......
feeling veri wu liaoi oni post becox evan mei say muz
....
bored to death
aiya go maple liao i
soo poor in maple

2006-10-11T19:14:00.000+08:00

...
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exams r over
...
yippee!!!
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..
.
lol
oh ya sry for the pervoius mstake is after exam not holi
hehe paiseh
i play maple
i find it ok
not veri enthu about it now though
... i intro weixian to a game called kalonline
... hebetray mi sia
i was higher lvl now hes high den mi i dun wan play liao
... ncc picked for PDS
wah lao, cheng whole part got into PDS
MY SKOOL NOOB!!!!!!
... sianz
maple now lvl 22 theif i nid funding!!!!!
...
kk i stop liao so bored...
...

2006-09-24T02:21:00.000+08:00

i wun be posting untill holis r over

2006-09-23T08:23:00.000+08:00

Hi lol this is my secod time postin
not a veri complete blog though
exams r comin and now dunoe wad to post
o.O
oh ya stupid bro 4got to get the warcraft disc frm his fren!!!
idiot
i wanna play Dota ...
veri bored sia

Ncc shootin i passed but the stupid assistant like shit sia nv help but i ended up passin
lol oni got 2 passes and one marks man in the platoon
leadin a real Crappy life now...
den in skool today i shouted at a crazy gurl to shut up
den she shout asshole
mabe she was refering to herself
*****
seems like im critising alot ppl today
... lol i end up posting quite a bit

2006-09-23T08:05:00.000+08:00

slp veri late last nite lol
-_- ZzZzZ
wahlao ltr got tuition chinese sumore
i think after chinese tuition i hav to to revision liao
...
not much ppl online in msn now
hahas
now no one tok to mi
bored to death
i beta get the warcraft cd soon
and play dota
im goin crazy le...
o.O
last time not much to post now quite abit more
lol

2006-09-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

lol i change my blog skin again thnx to benjamin yap
hmmm wad to post bout?
no one is vistin my blog
sob...
aiyo my chinse i forgot
i nv learn 3 chap liao how??!!!
huh?! how?
nvm tml do now its already mid night lol
-_-
hahas sigh plz come and tag

2006-09-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

Freak lah
bloody com so lag ...
-_-"
now i so bored nth to do
cant play any com game all so boring...
den those interesting ones dissapear!
crap lah!
sigh...
den in msn oso nth to do
sum ppl tok to dem nv ans
... idiotic life
****
wad to do wad to do??!!!
suicide?
murder?
become vegetable sit infront of e com drolin?
die?
nono i still muz wait for warcraft to come
den i play dota den i reach 80+years old den die =)
i goin siao frm all this boredome... die liao...
sigh...
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2006-07-22T13:59:00.000+08:00